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The significator, not shown is the card you have chosen to embody your presence and the focus of the reading. The Magician: Originality. Creativity. Imagination. Self-reliance. Skill. Willpower. Self-confidence. Dexterity. Ingenuity. Flexibility. Craft. Masterfulness. Self-control. Deception. Sleight of hand. Unity of thought and emotion. Determination to see a task through to completion. The card at the top left represents how you see yourself. Five of Pentacles (Worry): Material trouble. Destitution. Loss. Failure. Error. Impoverishment. Lover. Misaffection. The card at the top right represents how you see your partner. Eight of Wands (Swiftness): Swift activity. Sudden progress or movement. Speed. Hastily made decisions. Too rapid advancement. The card in the center left represents how you feel about your partner. Ten of Wands (Oppression): Overburdened feeling. Excessive pressures. Problems soon to be resolved. Striving to meet a goal or a certain level or position. Possibly using power for selfish ends. The card in the center right represents what stands between you and your partner. The Chariot: Perseverance. Major effort. Possible voyage or journey. Rushing to decision. Riding the crest of success or popularity. Adversity, possibly already overcome. Turmoil. Vengeance. Need for supervision. Need for attention to details. Urgency to gain control of one’s emotions. This card suggests that one can achieve greatness when physical and mental powers are maintained in balance. The card in the lower left represents how your partner sees you. Seven of Swords (Futility): New plans. Wishes. Fortitude. Perseverance. Hope. Confidence. Fantasy. Design. The card in the lower right represents what your partner feels about you. The Hanged Man, when reversed: Lack of sacrifice. Unwillingness to make the necessary effort. failure to give one’s self. Preoccupation with the ego. False prophecy. Useless sacrifice. The card in the center represents the present status or challenge of the relationship. Death: Transformation. Clearing away the old to make way for the new. Risk for renewal. Unexpected change. Loss. Failure. Abrupt change of the old self, though not necessarily physical death. The ending of a familiar situation or friendship. Loss of income or financial security. Beginning of new era. Illness, possibly even death. Streak of bad luck. A loan that will not be repaid.

The Fork spread is used at critical turning points, to understand the dynamics of an important decision. Ice Runes are most commonly used for questions about struggle, conflict, and achievement.

The left rune represents the first possible outcome. Eoh refers to the Yew tree. The Yew does not go dormant and therefore represents endurance. Even the wood of the tree is strong, resilient, and pliable – the Yew bends, but does not break. The evergreen nature of the Yew is present even in the rune itself, as it cannot be changed even by reversal. This rune is historically symbolic of death, but, as in the Tarot and as suggested by the nature of the Yew tree itself, death is seen only as a transmutation of something eternal and unchanging – the spirit.

The right rune represents the second possible outcome. Ken is the rune of light and knowledge, driving away darkness and ignorance and revealing hidden truth. This rune also brings forth images of friendship and comfort. Ken is the light of inspiration, the light of imagination, and a beacon in the darkest hours.

The bottom rune represents the critical factor that determines what will come to pass. Hagalaz is the rune of hail. Hail is a destructive and elemental force, so one can expect this rune to represent the disruption of one’s life. In the harsh northern winter there is a halt to activity, and so delay or hindrance is frequently associated with this rune. The opposite of chaos is yet more chaos, as illustrated by the fact that this rune cannot be reversed. j: Love  [The Tower (i)] The card is upright: Positive associations with this tarot card: re-evaluation, necessary change, a blessing in disguise The card is upside down: Negative associations with this tarot card: sudden change, downfall, disruption, disaster After the Death card and the Devil, The Tower is likely to be the card that causes most fear and constenation. It’s hard to find a positive side to this card, however, it tells you that the unexpected shock and upheaval of events will create new opportunities and make you a stronger and wiser person The Tower represents sudden and sometimes shocking changes in events and can often represent problems or delays relating to your home or the purchasing of home Whether material or emotional upset, this card encourages you to see that such upheavals can force new directions that can be more beneficial Negatively The Tower represents unecessary suffering. You may be falsely accused of something and suffer some form of imprisonment or isolation, or you may be the one causing the shock and change with a rebellious attitude The main thing to remember with this rather unpleasant card is that this phase will pass and that a new direction or new opportunities can be created from it

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goodbye wordpress. im sick of you. im abandoning you. i fell in love with ink and paper once again and books, colors, photography…. seeyou =)

sweetest downfall, and i’ll hit rock bottom for you.

love you sexything

weakness

art. i love. miss sleep. poisons, likes. speed, dark nights, running, dreams

almost everyday

i wanna write you a story, write you my skeptics not expecting true believers, write my heart out and put my crushed notes and doddles up. i wanna write a novel, no, i wanna write a biography. who cares. i never got about doing it. im quite certain it would be an eye opener but…. we’ll see. i mean, which other 20yr old female roam the streets and converse with strangers. set the pace for curious teens and leave elderly’s mind with a question mark. singapore as  see it, is a chip off a huge cookie in my eye. someday i’ll discover the rest of the cookie and know every single ingredient that makes of it and create my own creme centre to satisfy this thirst for loving. I found a new family. one which encourages me and supports my choices in life, one which shares a common understanding that despite our differences, we’re all happier people in general when we’ve got a family to love and care for. one which won’t bring me down, or pull me back from reaching the goals  i set myself. my greatest fear is failing myself, the myself here however is an alter ego bitch mother of all expectations and pride ridden selfish endeavor major loser who freaks if shes humbled. i hate this whole new persona that subconscious brought forth. however i am real, i am in control, all i have to do is get a grip and alter egos’ just another agent in a cpu game to balance out the system, aim, fire, dead. in other words, non existential. in other words, my greatest fear is having n o fear. its not a good thing if u’ve figured thus far, it makes one bitter and lonesome after time. no ones here to rescue. 

so i met a boy, is this my new idea of love? a jacket which keeps me warm, never talk to the boy again caz the rest of the time i ache and dream bout another? to hold the sweet memory of being held, naive cuddling and innocent pecks etch them deep in my head, so that whenever i start to turn cold, i’ll have these gifts of adoration to warm me up again, to slowly erase the odd voids of suction that stalks my darkness and pains my marrow? i dont have, ive yet to find out. so the other boy who didnt believe in love walked away. it made me sad. it made me jaded, it made me mad. and i feel bad. hinders the process of finding faih in everything good . thus i concluded, i will meet the boy i met, i will return him his gift of comfort, i will keep nothng that reminds me of him, and i shall go back to reality that im in and look for other issues to brainstorm on. society, lust, rage, money, power, empty streets in the city by night, crimes, illegal underground trades, mudayne life of peasants, foreigners living in, learning like me, generating points of views with a broadened perspective than locals, systems, ive seen it all.. like last night, i could have written a short story of 5 chapters on 5 diff issues in one single night. with background stories and history to solidify my assumptions after doing some research. hahaha life is a huge playground. im bringing my time to the wild. ive chosen my day career. as for the night, i’ll never let it fly by without passion and curiosity

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play them simultaneously. noise. ah.sweetnoise.

whats in it for me